What now?

Life feels so uncertain right now, after losing my best friend and boyfriend I feel so lost. The thing is I need to look at it like it was something that was unavoidable with all the verbal and physical abuse. Even after everything that happened I will never forget you, my first love, my first everything. You and me had this connection that rubble through time and space, I guess that's what they call being in love. Even in all the ugly there was so much beauty and I need to remember those moments.

Thank you for teaching me how to love another person and myself in the process of it all.