Health Issues

When I initially saw him he did not say anything to me yet he got on his phone and was engaged with whatever conversation he was having at 10pm at night about one of his organizations. I felt like he did not want to talk to me and was completely disinterested in anything I had to say. Recently, I have been feeling really alone because of this cancer scare, and I feel like my partner is not here for me a, I also feel like my family is not either. 

My mother told me earlier that “We are adults and grow kids already.” And I replied we will always be her kids and even death will not change that, she was laughing about my sumac and that made me feel even worse about the situation because my partner told me recently that he hopes that I continue having sumach problems because we were arguing.
It’s really sad yet I hope that these issues are not serious and that I can get back to optimal health.