I'm twenty years old now and I feel like everything is going okay, but it's probably because I am just going with the flow of life and trying to not worry about things that not an existential threat to me. Somewhere down the line I stopped giving a fuck about what others think of me and it was the most liberating feeling ever. Recently I started being honest with people about my feelings and it has pushed and pulled some people around. Being honest with yourself is a process and one that will go on for years and in-order to find your true self you must be broken and take the hits that life tosses at you. It's how you get back up from all those hits and push yourself through the dark clouds of despair.
My name is Jared, I am a 20 years old currently in college for computer science. I will be sharing my life in words, words are the most powerful tool that us humans have at our disposal.