I still don't understand why some people have the nerve to ridicule someone else's life and how they live it. If someone want's to be gay let them be gay, how does someone else's life affect you? Shit if I want to kiss guys and date them I sure as hell will if I want to be a stripper I sure as hell will. Nobody will ever tell me how to live my fucking life because i'm the one living it NOT you. If people learned to keep their mouth shut to things that don't effect them in any way of form, this world would be a much better place.
My first love, the guy who helped me come out to my family. I've never felt this deeply in love with someone. My heart keeps putting a wall up because I don't want to get hurt, my heart has been broken many times in my life and this one will hurt like a bitch. Why am I having this fear? The fear of not being good enough. Today my sister came over and we sat at the table and talked for about an hour. I just let her know how I was feeling about my relationship with Rory and about what I want to do with my life. She told me some things just come with age, as I get older the more I will understand. She told me to just live in the moment, why worry about the future? If it's meant to be then it will be and I will do just that.
My name is Jared, I am a 20 years old currently in college for computer science. I will be sharing my life in words, words are the most powerful tool that us humans have at our disposal.