You put your fist through my heart tearing it out, leaving a deeply rooted scar inside me. Constantly fighting, hitting each other like we're strangers without any care for the other person. What have we become? what happened to that guy who used to call me and check on me? what happened to that guy who used to always want to be near me? what happened to us?
Well let me tell you what happened, I remember very clearly those long nights alone without you, my sheets were cold, my eyes were bloodshot red from crying all night because of my depression and loneliness, my room had this very lonely feeling that anyone who would walk in could feel it. You were busy in it all, partying with your friends you forgot someone was waiting on that one text "I love you", day's went by while you were partying while I was waiting for those three words to show up on my phone. Sadly those three words never showed up, instead 13 hours later you told me you forgot to text me because you got to drunk and high and passed out, this wasn't only one time, you did this every time you went out. Angry but subtle about it, I never showed any emotion. After you came back from Europe, there was something seriously different about the both of us, the anger was and still is there, never receiving a sincere apology from you just added to the mental scar that you left. Now the anger and frustration is coming out, is it fixable? only time is the answer to that.
Now if you ever ask me "What happened to us?" I hope you read this, because this is what happened to us.
My name is Jared, I am a 20 years old currently in college for computer science. I will be sharing my life in words, words are the most powerful tool that us humans have at our disposal.